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are you wandering?

all the branches

is you

root and copper

veins and wires

arteries and neurons

all these pipes and trees and stacks and heaps

yet something's disconnected

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2026-03-30

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DATA RETENTION IN THE AGE OF APATHY

Few years ago during one of my depressive episodes
I forgot to pay my cloud provider.
"Forgot" is probably a wrong word here,
as I saw tens of email reminders about the payment.
I saw how they locked access to my account,
and then proceeded to see one after another,
hundreds of notices about the upcoming permanent deletion.
And at last, the deadline passed,
years of my artowrks, music, photos, I saw it all gone.
Apathy is the ultimate enemy of data.

did you

notice

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2026-04-08

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We walked on the beach.
It was windy,
not freezing but cold enough to bring most of the people back home.
She started picking up sea shells.

There was a forest oposite the sea,
above which I saw a GSM tower.
I said I will be back in a minute and went there to take a picture.

Entering the forest, a strange feeling hit me.

I.O., do you read me?

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2026-06-19

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I went to bed at 1am had hard time falling asleep and woke up at 4am.
Couldn't fall back asleep so I did my taxes.
Then I closed my eyes and rolled on my back.
Had this random idea to imagine opening my eyes.
To my surprise I saw a world more real than reality,
it was still my bedroom but with more detail than it ever had.
I extended my right arm in front of me,
my nails were transparent like glass,
I could see lots of tiny nerves underneath.
The window did not make sense. 
Then I noticed I'm paralyzed.

everything is

you

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2026-03-25

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Today once again I went to shower once or twice.
It depends on whatever happened to me while I wasn't here.
It's like going to sleep;
I get into the shower,
I turn on the water,
I feel relaxed,
I start thinking about different things.
Then the thoughts start to float away.
And I don't know when,
but at some point I'm no longer there.
I wake up outside the shower,
with towel in my hands.
I don't remember, so I try again.

> is it real?

< does it matter?

fruit

of

tree(1)

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2026-03-26

3.141592653589793238

I never found the train.
Second room was smaller,
it had a furnace next to the entrance.
I don't remember it well.
I think the third room was on the opposite side of the furnace room,
but I'm not sure if it existed at all.

one day I will stop running